Big-head

Im must be idiotic to upload thisMy big head lol
No make-up O.O what am i thinking

FaVorite bands like

Just a small list of my favorite bands lolz: harharhar

Interpol
GazettE
Dir En Grey
dredg
COLD
RENTRER EN SOI
The Smiths
Radiohead
Say Anything
Queens of the Stone Age
Jimmy Eat World
Paramore
Bloc Party
Muse
Nightmare of You
Big Bang (Not really a band but who the hell cares <3)
Nine Inch Nails
Blood hound Gang
Deftones
Snow Patrol
Nickleback
The Fray
The Myriad
Killswitch Engage
Circa Survive
Family Force 5
Editors
The Used
Audioslave
My Chemical Romance
Clutch
Silverchair
Ours
Keane
Atreyu
The Black Maria
Straylight Run
Dashboard Confessional
30 seconds to mars
On a Dead Machine
Fuel(with Scallions as lead :(
Unified Theory
A Perfect Circle
Tool
Modest Mouse
Miyavi
Death Cab For Cutie
Gnarls Barkley
Cathedral
The Sunstreak
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Bright Eyes
Finch
Thrice
Iron Butterfly
MGMT
Linkin Park
Enation
The Killers
The Postal Service
Orgy
Kings of Leon
The Academy is...
People In Planes
End the Stars
Abandoned Pools
AFI
Aereogramme
Turin Brakes
Mars Volta
LM.C
Jefferson Airplane
HIM
FLOW
HelloGoodbye
The Stooges
Strays Don't Sleep
White Lies
Everytime I die
From First To last
Jet
The Strokes
Powerman 5000
Husky Rescue
Cut City
Ra
HYDE
3OH!3
Gym Class Heroes
Mayday Parade
KoRn
Iggy Pop
Mudvayne
Jack's Mannequin
Girugämesh
Staind
Taking back Sunday
Chiodos
Chris Isaak
Apartment
Apocalyptica

It was strictly bands to this list trust me I like more Looky looky here : http://www.last.fm/user/salaciousmusic

I wanna make it witchu

I changed my email addy today, thought it should be alittle less stalkerish lol. Im hella bored and its Valentines so no hugs T_T I feel crappy

Cold

Now, Im pretty sick sick, I lost my voice and everything, its usually the first thing to go. Now my throat itches T_T whatevah I'll be okay, this is the one out of two times I get sick a yr lol

OH HAPPY DAY..and Lemon Cake

I feel really really goooooood today, yay lets hope this goes more perfect and I get a MIC :D :D and eat more lemon cake ^_^


if i had a camera Id take a picture of it

Right and Wrong

Whats (right) wrong with me hmm many things....I'm kinda addicted to going to forum sites everyday, Im depressed all the time these days, I love sad or lovey dovey music, sometimes I make no sense, adfadsdfj, I have this weird Obsession with Silent Hill, I eat too much candy, I have too many cavities, I watch Family Guy everynight(on the dvds I bought), Sometimes I wish I can get on a plane to anywhere and just be outta sight for a while, I miss alot of people, I miss school, I broke my mp3 player screen T_T, I've been wearing my hair down for the past week, I started posting in a blog almost everyday, I turned 21 yet I havnt gotten wasted once, I don't have much of a social life, Sometimes I'm too nice, Most times I'm too mean, I smoked a cigarrete once, I stay up late again, and post in a blog, Sometimes I curse alittle too much, When I get mad I loathe everything, Sometimes I write too much, Sometimes I talk too much, I buy cd's and magazines more than food, I want to bake right now(something chocolate), I could use a drink(All the time), I don't have my Laptop yet T_T soon, soon, I have literally NO patience, I write on myself(especially in H.S.), I wish my hair was longer and thicker, I judge myself harder than any critic can, I like to dance and sing(even though i cant sing worth a damn), I don't have a mic but I shall buy one like tomorrow or monday...I hope, Okay I'm done now.

The Happy dance, or the Sad dance

I need somemore happy music in my life, I've felt so depressed lately. I don't fricking know what to do with myself. My uncle died monday, his funeral is Saturday, I'm not going because its in Louisiana. But it just hit me he's gone. Gives you a different perspective on life ya' know. One day your here one day your gone. It's just sad you know, my dad said "He had heart problems and I knew it was coming but, the bad thing about death is you never see it coming" I've been thinking bout those words he said. Guess I'm obviously bummed about this BTW he died from a massive heart attack. Hmm...the only thing I dont like is how greedy his wife seemed, maybe thats just me. I learned from the last uncle that died, My other Uncle Champ he was the best taught me how to play poker and he was always cooking lol I miss him aswell but his wife just seemed money hungry, and she was even her daughter saw it it pisses me off or makes me sad but my other uncle, Uncle pat the one who recently died said to my sister who was living down there "She's waitin for me to die" and he also said "I won't even make it to 40" he was 39 supposed to turn 40 this yr. Weird how you can predict how or when you might die scary aswell right. Okay I wrote too much but thats just me just getting the thoughts out there


BTW I cooked dindin last night and made a cake how am I lol j/kidding

Know it All

Guess Im not a know it all about writing blogs, but I can share hugs *hugs* and I've seen the light about that girl, first I thought Aww she couldnt be that bad and then I finally saw the light shining like it came from the heavens or something lol Damn she's a bitch to everyone...even her friends....whore.

Don't Belong...

Have you ever just felt like you don't belong anywhere?? Despite how much you try you can't fit in. Its like not having a name in a crowd of names, Everyone has something you don't. Kinda pathetic huh?? Guess I'm feeling rather ill today, or depressed whatever you wanna call it. as I always say "I Can Use a Drink Right Now" I think I need something interesting in my life I've been living in the same town and seeing the same idiots(notfamily, tho some are) everyday dammit. Something feels missing. Maybe its cuz I don't have many friends and its been this way for ten yrs, i think im going mad or something. -- its 2009 and I just snapped lol....probably not. Its just people here don't get me all they get is bad hair bad dances and drugs. I feel like this town dulled me out. Okies by for now doves

I don't think Im too good at this writing my feelings down thing.

Music Choices

I think we all have choices, in certain matters and that definitely is the same for music. I grow tired of people telling me who my music choices suck...can you explain your theory on how what I like sucks, or they call me mainstream like I ever said I was indie lol Yeah, Im still gripping about the bitch who called me mainstream yet had Nirvana and Tokio Hotel in there playlist and I mean massive plays. harhar sorry But yeah whats the crime in liking Atreyu, Fall Out Boy and others as long as your not subjecting anyone else to it.

and I heard this new song called "stanky leg" it drives me mad, the lyrics and the dance is even worse, but somehow Im forced to listen because my sister listens to it on the tv....this is why I don't watch MTV anymore. They play pure SHIT.

As i was saying back to choices, I can be alittle hypocritcal and judge others based upon music choices but its just the really bad choices like any Disney Chanel star or Lil Wayne--Can we even call him Rap, he raps as if he's in a constant conversation with himself--sorry again.

I feel completely purified writing here where no one will see it, well Im not sharing...yet.

Have you heard of the Korean boy group BIG BANG Soo awesome.

I'd kill for some M&M's now.........

Atreyu

Atreyu - Ex's and Oh's



sorry this song is the shit I dont give a damn who might hate them lol

"Shoud've turned and ran like hell, last Time I got a taste of you"

dredg - Bug Eyes

dredg Bug Eyes this song has to be in my top list of the best damn songs EVER, maybe its me who only see's this but the whole world should this is amazing.



When I first heard this song I was blown away simple video yet amazing lyrics I think i fell in love with them from this point on.

Me...again

Well, here I am again posting to myself, I didnt care to share this yet because Im not too constant on it yet. Well, just checking in with myself to see how I've been lately ^_^ Good thing right Nothing much entertaining happens in my life. But as of lately I've been getting obsessed with Silent Hill again. Damn I need a Visa =/ Everything makes me mad these days too I literally have no patience at all. I miss my AL, JF has been acting like crap today I wonder if others are suffering aswell :( My friend is awesome she has a Boifriendo, sorry i spelled it like that...anywayz he seems nice I hope he treats her right or else *pounds fist* Im glad I'll get to see her again soon she said she'd take me around Cali when I get back, wow all the damn nostalgia I tucked away is suddenly rushing back, my old school Isabelle Jackson has a new playground awesome, I remember we played out there everyday damn I miss the old dayz. Does anyone have a tissue I can use to wipe my eyes harhar Im so excited about going back I think I'll bust or something like that lol Some of my old friends don't remember me I bet it was ten yrs ago I left Sac, and Im finally on my way back. It feels more weird than anything, and damn when will I get my new puter, comeone dad lol I can actually use a massage right now and a good chat on MSN with an old friend. So I say bye-bye now and promise I'll be back...before next yr that is lol I'll be back before then okies and I cant wait to have a webcam so I can be live on the web that would be fuckin awesome