Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Low Vs Diamond SAVE YOURSELF



love this song its relatively new i guess but relatively old too i suppose. listen anyways :)

Nostalgia...

Hmm do i live every bit of my life in Nostalgia? wondering what might've happened in the past or remembering what did happen in the past? and wishing it could be again? I dont think so anymore. : ) I try to grow up past those thought cuz there never helpful for ya, i mean i lived in the past constantly and what was i? depressed all the time wishing i could go back but knowing that could never happen but only wishing for it. I learned to except things like that shall never come but try to be as happy as i could possibly be in the present, even though i am slightly depressed but who isnt? i bet the richest people have depression or sadness. So i guess im lucky...i suppose. Atleast i have music right? lol and dancing and alcohol that helps. I so wanna move out of america one day. This place is one depressing story after another....fairytale wonderland perhaps lol. yeah i know theres no perfect place. but fuck there has to be something alittle less dim. and faded in color. So many things i love and hate about this place. Im glad i grew up with the things i did. or else i wont be who i am today~ the slightly cynical, nostalgic, empathetic, smart, mean, strong, helpful, hater of the world i am today :) haha

you dont have to read this but if your bored, its okay : D