been doing much of nothing

Just been moping around listening to music looking for a job and playing video games jobs are hard to find these days even crappy ones D: I hate having zero money. Its more than depressing. I should be happy and young now but i feel more tired and dull than anything. *sigh* Perhaps something will come around to make me happier with how things are now, but i don't see it as a near future event. Been a while since i wrote to myself here. I even reformatted my pc since then so i have much less stuff on my puter thats a good thing i suppose. still almost the same amount of music minus a few gigs. Been playing ff8 these days. Old memories come up with this game since played it years ago(99-03) on and off between those years. I had just moved to my new house in tennesee was depressed about leaving california. I got this as a birthday gift, it made me alittle happier.